Time

Sometimes you forget.. Time covers all memories.. moments of joy and sadness alike....
You though you forgot... hahaha..
sometimes nostalgia can be so sweet.. so sweet it can make you cry...
Not tears of joy, neither of sorrow.. but of loss... or longing.
How do you grieve when you lose a part of you? Do you see how you've grown from something so weak to the rock that stands before you now?
Do you revel in your strength, or grieve for your innocence?

You think you'd forgotten.... and perhaps you had..

hahaha..... Music.. sweet music, how you bring it all back.
A flood, sweep me with a wave of nostalgia...

I miss her...I never thought I would..
But no... I miss what we had.. not her. I miss Me... I miss who I was.. then.

I didn't frown so much... ... But truly, I smiled much more.

Ahh.. so sweet.. the sound brings the sweetness on so strong... I can almost feel myself then.. everything so vivid, the sounds, the smells.. so vivid.. but only for a moment.

a moment so sweet... how can I not be near tears?

I lost, I learned, I grew.

How crude we are?.... Growth for innocence?
Even the words feels rough on my tongue..
Growth...


the Song -

Jupiter

by Jewel



Venus De Milo in her half baked shell
Understood the nature of love very well
She said "A good love is delicious
You can't get enough too soon
It makes you so crazy
You want to swallow the moon"

Oh Oh Oh Oh
Jupiter
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Be still my little heart
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Love is a flame
Neither timid nor tame
Take these stars from my crown
Let the years fall down
Lay me out in firelight
Let my skin feel the night
Fasten me to your side
Say it'll be soon
You make me so crazy baby
Could swallow the moon

My hands are two travelers
Across oceans and lands
Yet they are too small
On the continent of your skin
Wandering, Wandering
I could spend my life
Travelling the length of your body each night

Oh Oh Oh Oh
Jupiter
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Be still my little heart
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Love is a flame
Neither timid nor tame
Take these stars from my crown
Let the years fall down
Lay me out in firelight
Let my skin feel the night
Fasten me to your side
And say it'll be soon
You make me so crazy baby
We swallow the moon
Swallow the moon

Oh Oh Oh Oh
Jupiter
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Be still my little heart
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Love is a flame
Neither timid nor tame
Take these stars from my crown
Let the years fall down
Lay me out in firelight
Let my skin feel the night
Fasten me to your side
And say it'll be soon
You make me so crazy baby
We swallow the moon
Swallow the moon
Swallow the moon
Swallow the moon